TARA MASON'S OFFICIAL BLOG

MOVING!

2009-02-14T00:50:00.001-05:00

i'm moving my blog!

you can find me here from now on:

http://taramason.tumblr.com/

bye bye blogspot!!!

i'm baaack!!

2009-02-07T19:30:00.008-05:00

sorry i've been so bad with updating lately but i'm gonna try to get back into it again!

today is my sisters birthday so we're going shopping then going to eat at a fancy french restaurant. i'm staying at my mom's place this weekend and its so weird being back now that i live downtown toronto. makes me remember how much i hate scarborough haha.

since my last post, toria and i got a sweet apartment and its been awesome. living with a makeup artist rules... which means random photoshoots!! i also live super close to my good friends marc andrew smith and matt sims so i see them pretty much all of the time. they teamed up with me on my merch line so get stoked cause it's gonna be way awesomer than originally expected. i've been also recording and song writing like crazy. i recently got the final mix of one of the songs and it sounds so rad. the people i've shown it to said it's like avril meets jonas brothers... that's all i'm gonna say for now. ;) you might be wondering what happened with me and bunk rock... well let's just say there's a lot of complicated politics mixed with a lot power tripping. too much stress for too little pay for all of the work i was doing as well so wasn't worth it anymore but as i always say... everything happens for a reason. i've had some pretty crazy meetings and there's big stuff in the works. :)

marc and i at the social...

makeup by toria...

other than that stuff, i've been traveling and partying like crazy. i went to nyc for new years... did a shoot and partied with zui. went to montreal a couple of weeks ago to visit my boy. pretty cool city but i wish i knew french!! haha that's my next goal... learn french. last monday i helped his band the new cities (myspace.com/thenewcities) with their cd and promo photoshoot and did a little bit of modeling too so watch out for that! i think i'm gonna go back to montreal next week to help with their video shoot too so we'll see!!

zui and i at our photoshoot...

i will leave you now with some things that have been consuming my life...

constantly eating mexican food, coffee, always being in transit, marc jacobs daisy, missing california, flight of the concords, will ferrell movies, cnn obama coverage, montignac diet, staying busy... always.

what have you guys been up to? what are you looking forward to?

xo tara

INTERVIEW ON MTAZS RADIO TONIGHT!

2008-12-10T13:02:00.001-05:00

hey kids,

i am going to be on MTAZS radio tonight so make sure to tune in! rob dyer of skate4cancer will also be on the show.

you can listen to it here:

www.blogtalkradio.com/morethanazodiacsign

its on at 10pm central time.

word!

xo tara

don't go try to be a hero if you can't save yourself.

2008-11-30T21:00:00.000-05:00

well well well,

hello again my awesome friends, followers and lurkers. i am here with an update as i obviously seem to be sucking big time on them!

incase you forgot, my name is tara. i do a lot of stuff. lately i've been working constantly at bunk rock. it seems to be consuming my life but it's a good thing. i love my job. i'm always surrounded by amazing, hardworking and talented people. i'm very lucky to be apart of something so awesome. we recently moved offices into an awesome cottage-like house. i have my own room which is nice and its weird because before we moved in, it had a T on the door and a weird blotch of silver sparkles. it's like it was meant to be my office. a band i work for called the new cities (which i'm sure you've heard of if you lurk my page) has been living in the house cause they are finishing their full length album (that should be out in the spring on red ink music/sony bmg!!!) and it's been a lot of fun having them around. those guys are awesome... but not when nick puts dirt on my desk as a joke but i'm going to get him back... when he least expects it!!! be afraid nick, be afraid! hahaha speaking of practical jokes, sabrina and i have been playing hilarious jokes on jay (one second 2 late's tour manager) that you can see on bunk rock tv and just on friday... him and shak from os2l got us back by putting ink on our phones, computer mouses (which brings up the question... is it mouses or mice when you're referring to a computer mouse? hahaha) and they also put ink on our chairs! those jerks... we need to get revenge on that one too. anyways, one second 2 late were there the past week recording their christmas songs and i had the opportunity to sing back up vocals on one of them!i'm sure it'll be on myspace soon so make sure to check it out. before that, os2l was on tour with hedley and they were also doing an lcbo promotion where they had a sweet tour bus and i got to go out to some of the shows. needless to say, it was a party. i've known those guys for a while so it's nice to be able to see them more often now. hmmm what else have i been up to.... oh i judged a vocal competition at the rivoli in november... i'm doing it again on dec 7th so if you're bored that day, come out! should be fun. i feel like paula abdul but less intoxicated. i have a fashion show on boxing day at savage garden also!! last week i got hooked up with PETA2 so major shout out to them!!! expect a PETA photoshoot real soon. tomorrow i'm moving out which i'm most excited about. toria and i got a sweet apartment downtown toronto and we're having a xmas/housewarming party that we might webcast... so watch out for updates on that. ;)

alright lovebugs, it's desperate house wives time!!! love you all xoxoxoxox

i never thought that i'd catch this lovebug again.

2008-10-15T11:09:00.005-04:00

hey yall. it's update time.

sooo lately, i've been sooo busy with work. i love my job so much but needless to say, i'm hella busy. i never thought that i'd be working for one of my heroes and working here has already taught me so much. i was recently made the digital girl of bunk rock so make sure to check out the bunk myspace (www.myspace.com/bunkrock) for random videos from behind the scenes and our shows. we already have a ton of ridiculousness so it's only going to get crazier from here.

aside from work, i have been apartment hunting. yes, it's true. toria and i are getting a place together downtown toronto and it's gonna be bad ass. yesterday we planned out how we are painting and decorating and wow it's going to be amazing. i'm so excitedddd sjhdfjhsafjkh oh and we're gonna have a housewarming party too so watch out for pics and videos from that chaotic night.

i am currently in the studio writing and recording demos for my new band. the tracks are sounding amazing. i'm so stoked for you all to hear it. starlight starbright has been on hiatus right now… it’s hard for matthew and i to record new stuff cause we live so far from each other… but i'm sure in the future, you’ll be hearing more awesome electro tunes.

i also just recently joined forces with one of my fav artists and i am currently in the production stages of a new merchandise line. it's going to be different than anything you've ever seen before. i'll keep you updated as this develops mwahahaha.

speaking of clothing lines, rockett just released their fall line so check itttt. it's f-ing amazing. i'm picking out a bunch of stuff right now and i'm having the hardest time choosing which ones i want haha they are all so rad.

here are some random things that describe my life at the moment:

yogen fruz top it, boyfriend withdrawls, betsey johnson, juicy couture, broken phones, moving out, gossiping, good tv, crooked cops, the future, talking on the phone for hours like in highschool, new projects, all you can eat sushi, nights of debauchery, hair flowers, mayday parade, we the kings, missing him.

aaaand that's all i can think of for now.

i'm thinking of bringing back the webcam show but on a different site. what do you guys think?

ps.

ugh <3

BUNK ROCK TV!

2008-10-06T12:42:00.000-04:00

so as you may or may not know, i am the digital girl of bunk rock entertainment and we just launched bunk rock tv so make sure to check it out on our myspace profile (www.myspace.com/bunkrock) or on youtube (www.youtube.com/bunkrocktv) for a behind the scenes look at our bands and what we do here at bunk rock!

bored quiz.

2008-10-05T13:48:00.003-04:00

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? no.

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 2 years.

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? red roses.

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? always dropping my cell phone.

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? yesterday.

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? food, clothes, shoes and purses.

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? strawberry and cream cheese toaster strudels.

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? face.

9. FAVOURITE SONG? currently mayday parade 'jamie all over'.

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? toronto.

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: cedarbrae c.i. aka the worst highschool ever.

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: rogers.

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: 2.5 years at west 49 i think?

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? uhhh in a board game somewhere maybe.

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE? hahaha sometimes... :)

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED? uhh a wedding i went to with sanf. it was the first and last one.

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY? my mom.

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND? i saw one of them last night.

20. FAVOURITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT? in n out, hero burger or taco bell.

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD? "i'm not talking to other girls" hahaha righttt.

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS? depends what city i'm in.

24. CAN YOU COOK? yes i rule.

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE? other people's. hahaha.

28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS? tomatoes or celery. gross.

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF? how straight forward i am.

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF? that i tend to get walked on.

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB? always working.

33. FAVOURITE MOVIE? 12 monkeys, a clockwork orange, across the universe, almost famous, a street car named desire, back to the future, beetlejuice, big fish, bill and ted's excellent adventure, billy madison, borat, bowling for columbine, the cell, cky, corpse bride, dazed and confused, donnie darko, edward, eternal sunshine for the spotless mind, fear and loathing in las vegas, garden state, haggard, happy tree friends, harry potter, harold and kumar go to white castle, hendrix, house of 1000 corpses, i heart huckabees, interview with a vampire, kill bill, labyrinth, the lost boys, mortal kombat, nightmare before christmas, pirates of the carribean, queen of the damned, requiem for a dream, romeo and juliet, saw, the secret, secret window, seven, the shining, sid and nancy, sleepy hollow, star wars, texas chainsaw massacre, trainspotting, the virgin suicides, wayne's world, what's eating gilbert grape, what the bleep do we know?

34. CAN YOU SING? sometimes.

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED? one second 2 late cd release i think?

36. LAST KISS? sometime ago.

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED? people still rent movies? last movie watched: eagle eye. pretty epic. i love shia leboeuf.

38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT? blackberry.

39. FAVOURITE VACATION SPOT? anywhere tropical.

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER? macbook.

44. FAVOURITE COMEDIAN? seth macfarlene. by far.

45. DO YOU SMOKE? no.

46. DO YOU DRINK? sometimes.

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT? my blackberry.

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK? depends on the relationship.

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE? zero.

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST? french toast.

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE? no... i don't like much caffeine.

52. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? over easy or scrambled or mediterranean.

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? sometimes.

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? ashlee sheridan.

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST? amber crandell.

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED? 'wake up!'

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS? 2 real pillows and 2 little pillows..

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? pjs.

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC? "without you i'd be miserable at best"

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J? strawberry.

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL? yes, i rule at pool.

63. CAN YOU SWIM? yes.

64. FAVOURITE ICE CREAM? butter pecan or cookies and cream.

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS? sure. the song rules hahaha.

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF? i was a disney billboard when i was a kid.

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SEASON? summer.

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID? last night with amber about how ridiculous nuit blanche was.

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING? noon.

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER? holidays.

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET? never.

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET? jasmine.

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED? i dig pirates. especially when its johnny depp.

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND? partied now chillinnn then finishing a song.

79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE DOING RIGHT NOW? cuddling with my boy.

85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP? yes.

87. ARE YOU SMILING? yes cause i just received a really cute text. <3

88. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE *ORIGINAL* 88? my brain hurts.

89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? very much.

90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO? anywhere with him.

91. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL? no.

93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? yes. <3

94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE NAME? shaniqua.

95. WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT? i have a bunch.

96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST? uhhh no.

97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH? i went camping... not really a vacation.

98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE? nope.

99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER? yes. her name is kirryn. she is 5 years older than me and the polar opposite of me.

100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS? yes.

102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL? yes. hate hospitals.

103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW? yes.

104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING? earrings and navel ring.

105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY? eat then finish the song maybe.

this is amazing.

2008-09-21T14:42:00.001-04:00

seth macfarlane's new project. fucking brilliant. he is my hero.

still pushy.

2008-09-10T12:27:00.002-04:00

the fashion show got postponed till the 18th! come out and see me walk the runway once again!

too much of you is never enough.

2008-09-01T17:58:00.027-04:00

if there's more make sure to let me know! YOU GUYS ROCK! LOVE YOU ALL!

i'm warming up cause the tensions like a fire.

2008-08-19T12:16:00.005-04:00

i know i know. i've been sucking big time at updating but i promise i have good reason! working at bunk rock has been great. it's a lot of work all of the time but my co-workers rule and just being able to be surrounded by music is all i could ask for. i recently starting my acting training... it's been going awesomely. then last week i began my birthday celebrations. it all started at the new cities showcase where i partied like crazy and all of my fav people in the world were there to do it with me. LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! then i went to some other bar with the new cities to party some more. met some dudes from hedley... they were super nice. the next day i went with the new cities to help style their photoshoot that i hooked up with my fav photographer brian reiser and it turned out amazing. those dudes are super cool and you'll be seeing a lot more of them soon. watch out. ;) on thursday i went to check out hedley at dundas square. it was for a football party thing that was on city tv and someone told me they saw me on tv. ew hahaha embarrassing... that always happens to me. when i'm at a tv thing, i always get on camera when i don't want to be. hahaha so annoying. anyways... on the weekend, i partied even more cause my birthday was on saturday. i went out downtown to some clubs which reminded me how much i hate clubs. then sunday, went to ten-ichi to eat with amber. all you can eat japanese food. never a bad idea. definitely my fav restaurant of all time. then this week one second 2 late is playing the sony soundstage then doing a cd release show on saturday so i'm going to be working with them a lot this week. we might also be going away after the release show to greig's super awesome cottage which would be a nice vacation. i've hardly had time to enjoy the summer. it sucks. i wish toronto had nice weather all year round. saturday before the cd release, anto and i are going to the zoo. that should be ridiculous. check back for pics from that amazingness hahaha. hmm what else... oh my vocal coach fucking rules. best vocal coach ever. so stoked on life right now. everything is on track. right now i'm trying to decide between getting a car (the amazing pontiac solstice) or an apartment downtown. i'll keep you all updated on what i decide to do! back to work. word to your mothers.

ride the rockett.

2008-08-14T12:35:00.002-04:00

i'm featured on rockett's blog! check it out.

http://www.ridetherockett.com/blog

the new cities exclusive showcase!

2008-08-10T02:44:00.001-04:00

be there or be totally lame.

six feet under the stars.

2008-08-06T18:48:00.001-04:00

by all time low.

Time to lay claim to the evidence
Fingerprints sell me out
But our footprints washed away
From the docks downtown
It's been getting late for days
And I feel myself deserving of a little time off
We can kick it, hang for hours
And just mouth off about the world
And how we know it's going straight to hell

Pass me another bottle, honey
The Jaeger's so sweet
But if it keeps you around, then I'm down

Meet me on Thames Street
I'll take you out
Though I'm hardly worth your time
In the cold, you look so fierce
But I'm warming up
Because the tension's like a fire
We'll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I'll drop a line
Fall in the grave I've been digging myself
But there's room for two
Six feet under the stars

I should have known better than to call you out
(On a night like this, a night like this)
If not for you, I know I'd tear this place to the ground
(But I'm all right like this, all right like this)
I'm gonna roll the dice
Before you sober up and get gone
I'm always in over my head

Thames Street
I'll take you out
Though I'm hardly worth your time
In the cold, you look so fierce
But I'm warming up
Because the tension's like a fire
We'll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I'll drop a line
Fall in the grave I've been digging myself
But there's room for two
Six feet under the stars

Time to lay claim to the evidence
Fingerprints sell me out
But our footprints washed away
I'm guilty, but I'm safe for one more day
Overdressed and underage
Do you really need see an ID?
This is embarrassing to sell
But I can cover for it so well
When we're six feet under the stars

Thames Street
I'll take you out
Though I'm hardly worth your time
In the cold you look so fierce
But I'm warming up
Because the tension's like a fire
We'll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I'll drop a line
Fall in the grave I've been digging myself
But there's room for two
Six feet under the stars
Six feet under the stars
Six feet under the stars

time for an update.

2008-08-04T10:04:00.003-04:00

hey lurkers and friends,

sorry for the lack of blogging. i've been way too busy lately to even begin to wrap my head around. my new job at bunk rock is amazing. really busy but amazing. it's nice to be able to get paid to promote some great bands and some of my good friends. i have definitely learned so much already from my co-workers and i look forward to learning more.

last weekend, i went to barrie to act/model in the new imago movie. this movie is going to be so amazing. it's basically a trippy fashion tableaux movie. i can't say much more about it but i had a great time and everyone was so awesome.

this weekend, i did a shoot for rockett clothing then headed straight for cobourg with my co-workers to see the new cities play. this band is going to be huge. without a doubt. make sure to check them out:

www.myspace.com/thenewcities

i finally had a day off yesterday where i slept for most of it as i've hardly gotten any sleep recently at all. today i am going to record some demos. i also start my second city acting and improv training pretty soon and my vocal coach comes back from LA this week so i won't have any days off for a while. being so busy is really draining but i'd rather be drained then waste my life away. off to the studio... wish me luck!

you need to

2008-07-25T13:17:00.003-04:00

check out this super radical band. you are going to love them. they played the myspace secret show with boys like girls and all time low so get ready for your new favorite band:

ONE SECOND 2 LATE

www.myspace.com/os2l

mmmmmmmmmmmm

2008-07-23T18:30:00.000-04:00

hottest. picture. ever.

sorry for the lack of updates. been so busy. will update soon. promise!!!

warped tour!

2008-07-16T15:11:00.001-04:00

i will be at warped tour in mississauga on saturday... i might go to montreal as well but i'm not sure if my schedule will allow it just yet.

make sure you say hi if you see meeee!!

this is why we love you.

2008-07-15T17:41:00.000-04:00

we are NUMBER 2 hottest demands today!!!

right under Metro Station,
and right above
Paramore
Dane Cook
Jonas Brothers
Panic At The Disco
and T.I.

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

want us to come to where you live?

get you and your friends to DEMAND us now!!!

YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING.

<3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

true love.

2008-07-10T16:54:00.013-04:00

Which Jonas Brother is Right for You Your Result: Joe Jonas You got Joe Jonas! This sexy guy is the perfect match for you, Tara Mason. He's sweet, but he has a playful side, just like you! Your perfect date with Joe would be at a concert or just chilling at his house watching a movie. No matter what, Joe would know how to make it better and would make the ideal boyfriend <3
Kevin Jonas
Nick Jonas
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i knew it! we're so meant to be. hahahahahahahaha

there's more to life than just to live.

2008-07-09T12:30:00.003-04:00

man the internet has too much drama. it makes me hate it even more after seeing all of it constantly. no matter what, always new drama arises. it's ridiculous. why can't we all just get along?!?! is it really that hard?? fuck hahaha.

so i was recently asked on myspace what i did for a living and what my day usually consists of so i decided to let you guys in on my life in general.

a couple of months ago i used to be in artist relations for a record label entitled bodog music for a show called bodog battle of the bands that was on fuse. due to some crazy controversy and the state the music industry is in right now, they had to make cutbacks. by cutbacks, i mean pretty much everyone got laid off... from toronto to vancouver to philidelpha... everyone. i had some time off to decide what i wanted to do with my life and just take a break from working so much. i went to california a couple of times, went on tour and finally decide that i want to be a musican and actor. i started taking acting classes and vocal training and began working on my EP. i scrapped it half way through cause i wasn't into the music style as much anymore and didn't know many people except my good friend matthew lush. he loved it so we decided to use it for a new found side project called starlight starbright. after that, i got a call from my old boss from my old work and told me to come in. one meeting after another, i landed a fulltime viral marketing and artist relations job with one of the biggest management companies in canada, bunk rock entertainment. bunk rock is owned by the one and only greig nori whom of which used to play in the band treble charger, discovered, managed and produced sum41 and also produced simple plan, hedley, broken social scene... and so on. i work along side matt brann who was previously the drummer in avril lavigne's band and some other industry reps that came together to form what is now bunk rock. this is what i'm doing fulltime now. i share an office with matt and spend most of my time here. when i'm not working, i'm still working. i am working on acting, modeling, music and also working on my fitness with a personal trainer. i am working on a brand new EP now so expect to hear some stuff next month. this is what i do.

last sunday i was in the oohlala fashion show modeling for fashion whore. i did a shoot with them before and they asked me to be apart of it alongside a bunch of models who i previously met from other fashion shows (jessika violet and heather doyle) and met some new ones. they are all super awesome and i'm glad i got the change to meet them and become friends with them. it's nice knowing that there are still some rad people in the fashion industry.

my birthday is coming up. august 16th. i'm going to be 22. i feel like i'm getting so old. i think toria and i are gonna roadtrip to see our new fav band, the jonas brothers hahaha. apparently i'm 13 again. i like it. celebrity crushes are always fun. there is never a let down. speaking of which, i am loving being single. i decided to just stay away from boys (no i'm not a lesbian, i still love boys... just not the drama and constant bullshit) and concentrate on my career. i've never been happier. life is good.

here are some pics from the oohlala fashion show. there's a bunch more on my facebook:

cause i'm burning up, burning up for you baby.

2008-07-05T12:35:00.006-04:00

what a... eventful... weekend so far. toria came over thursday night and we filmed ridiculousness for our new youtube show. the things you can do with just a macbook... haha. i just gotta edit it and it should be up pretty soon so be sure to check that shit out. then friday finally came... my most anticipated day in a while... the jonas brothers show. hahahahaha. oh man i am so lame. my management told me that it was good to go with our passes so toria and i were super stoked. so we made the loooong journey down to the molson amphitheatre only to find out that there was only one pass waiting for us. so after a lot of bullshit dealing with a bunch of different venue people and no thanks at all to my so called management, we finally got the other pass and felt overly victorious as we made the walk pass the tour buses and into the backstage area. all of the security okayed the passes and it everything was awesome. we watched demi lovato sidestage for a bit then we went to go visit my friend in production that i haven't seen in a long time. we talked to her for a bit then we had to leave her to her work so we walked back onto the stage but they were just starting to set up for the jo bros ('calling them the jo bros bothers me' - toria dell'anno hahaha). then some random security dude started questioning us about our passes and were 'you guys have to leave' and we were like 'uhhh okay whatever, we'll leave' so we started walking to the exit into the crowd without making anything a big deal and just accepting the fact we had to leave that area. the security idiot at the barrier exit told us to stop and said into his headset 'what do you want me to do with them?' then told us to follow him. we were super confused at this point and had no idea what the fuck was going on. he kept changing his direction and we were like 'dude where are you taking us?'. then some random dude comes out and starts yelling at us and telling us our passes weren't real. yeah dude, i made fake passes. riiight. fucking tool. then he asked if me had tickets and i'm like 'dude can you not see this pass? it says LIVENATION on it.' then starts yelling at us saying that they were fake. like it was super obvious that it was a working pass for the venue. i even asked several people earlier what access this gets us and everyone just said it's a working pass and working passes entitle you to all access. like if it wasn't a pass, how the fuck would we got that far? then the dude starts yelling at the other dude that made us follow him everywhere and kept asking him if it was his first day like a total asshole and then THAT guy started yelling at us. i was getting super annoyed and pissed off then started yelling back 'dude why the fuck are you yelling? we didn't even do anything wrong. every other fucking security guard said this pass was okay. if you're stupid venue gave me the wrong passes or okayed something that wasn't okay, that's not my fault and there's no fucking reason why you should be causing a scene like this.' he replied 'he was yelling at me so i'm yelling at you.' because he obivously felt stupid and had nothing to say to that. it was extremely unprofessional and fucked up. it was pretty much like both of them were assaulting us when we did nothing wrong. we didn't even put up a fight to say there or make a big deal about having to leave the backstage area. then they escorted us allllll the way around the venue (and i was wearing heels that killed my feet of course) when we could have just easily left the way we were trying to and we had to wait to see if our passes were legit or not. apparently the working passes we got were for the vendors and didn't allow us to be backstage and no one would change our passes to the ones we were SUPPOSED to have so we were stuck with them. so we just decided to walk to front row and watch the show. other than alllllll of that ridicuous bullshit, the show itself turned out pretty good. the production was amazing and the jonas brothers have great stage presence but too bad i never got to network which was my main reason of being there. thanks livenation and the bands security for being complete idiots and making my life hell as you always do. to the two dudes who were yelling at us: FUCK YOU AND STOP FUCKING POWER TRIPPING. it's just a fucking concert. stop making a big fucking deal over NOTHING. NO ONE deserves to be treated the way we were... especially for the fucking JONAS BROTHERS aaand especially when i'm the only adult there without a kid that doesn't have 'i luv nick' written on my forehead. ughhhhhhhhh.

hahaha sorry for ranting, this kind of shit just reeeally pisses me off. here are some videos from the show:

jonas brothers intro

jonas brothers 'gotta find you'

jonas brothers and demi lovato 'this is me'

and last but not least their flaming logo... this band makes way too much money

oohlala fashion show!

2008-07-03T13:34:00.004-04:00

come see me walk the runway yet again in the oohlala fashion show this sunday! it's at tryst toronto (82 peter street) tickets are $25. doors at 7:30pm. show starts at 8pm. be there!!!

BUY 'SCENE FIENDS AND DRAMA QUEENS' RIGHT NOW!

2008-07-01T01:22:00.000-04:00

so itunes is making us wait till august to release it there so we're doing snocap for myspace temporarily. buy it on our myspace and help support our craft!!! <3

www.myspace.com/390383347

NEW SINGLE ON ITUNES JULY 1ST

2008-06-27T17:46:00.003-04:00

WRITTEN BY MATTHEW LUSH

Incase you didn't know, me and Tara Mason started a band called Starlight Starbright. Our myspace is http://www.myspace.com/390383347 and if we do well on iTunes on my birthday, we can make even more songs! Even better ones!!! And then we can go on tour!!! But if you download it illegally, we probably won't be releasing anything else and the band a complete failure! So make my birthday wishes come true and grab our single the day it comes out!

The name of the single is Scene Fiends and Drama Queens, after one of our most favorite people in the whole wide world!! She's such an inspiration, she made this band possible! So thank you for that!

So add our song to your page, and pay only $1 to download it on iTunes for my birthday! Thank you so much for all of your support! Me and Tara can't thank you enough!

ps. my solo music is coming soon! this is just a side project!!!

it's like i'm walking on broken glass.

2008-06-26T04:06:00.001-04:00

have i mentioned that i love the jonas brothers? hahaha oh and new buzznet profile layout! let me know what you think. :)

i just had longest weekend/week ever. photoshoots nonstop since thursday. i am slowly going crazy. saturday i went to the toronto island to shoot with a photographer but that turned out to be an adventure. it seems as though my life now is one big adventure haha. centerville is like a little amusement park with a petting zoo, a park to bbq and have picnics and a beach. virgin fest is going to be there which i'm super stoked about... maybe i'll camp out for it hahaha. here are pics from the randomness that occured.

i learned how to fly...

random cups in the tree.

meeting mr. bear...

making out with mr. bear...

meeting my new bff franklin the turtle.

riding on a random bunny.

the most intense chase ever.

discovering a random structure and taking a tourist photo with it.

then climbing it and pretending to be king kong.

BUNNY!

MOUNTAIN GOAT THAT CONSTANTLY STARED AT US!

DONKEYS!

and that's pretty much it. it was a super fun day. i stayed over at toria's on sunday and we went on stickam for the first time in forever. it reminded me why i hate it haha. then we watched the beatles movie 'help' which is pretty much the best movie ever and it inspired us to start a new project called 'the adventures of toria and tara'. be sure to watch out cause it'll blow your mind. yesterday i went shopping with my mom... got a bunch of shirts and a dress... sunglasses... hair products... heels... h&m and urban outfitters are definitely my fav stores. i'm trying to get out of wearing so much black... black is pretty much my entire wardrobe. today i went to visit my friend katie in the hospital... she got hit by a cab and hurt pretty bad but she's a strong one so she'll be okay. it just really pisses me off. if you can't drive, don't drive instead of making others suffer for your stupidity. ugh.

saturday i'm getting my stomach tattoo finished finally. it's been a while since i got the first part done so i'm stoked to get it all done. other than that, i've been working on my entertainment career which is going awesomely and my new project with matthew lush is almost ready to be unleashed so watch out.

if you love me won't you let me know.

2008-06-20T14:23:00.003-04:00

i'm not a huge fan of coldplay but i do like their new single a lot...

so i just signed with a entertainment management company which i'm super stoked about. i've needed a manager pretty bad lately cause i'm at the point where i have so much work piled up that i can't even handle myself anymore. pretty crazy. i have 4 days of photoshoots straight then fittings for the ohlala fashion show. it's at tryst toronto (82 peter st.) on july 6th so come out if you're in town. should be fun... i'll also be at the toronto and montreal warped tour dates... i might make it out to buffalo and detroit but that's still up in the air.

i just read that amy winehouse got caught at airport security carrying 2.2 lbs of cocaine in her beehive. hahahaha that's probably the most ridiculous and hilarious news i've heard in a while. so unbelievable that anyone would actually do that. amazing.

i watched iron man for the third time today and i'm stoked they signed on for two more sequels. i think i'm in love with robert downey jr. haha is that wrong? i think i'm in love with the middle jonas brother too. i feel like a pedofile... haha i don't even know how old he is or what his name is but chace crawford owns my heart.

dear everyone

2008-06-17T20:03:00.001-04:00

check out my friend mikey lavs' new band moondog uproar and add them as friends too. they're rad and remind me of old 60's rock n roll like the beatles and the beach boys.

who doesn't love old school rock n roll?!

www.myspace.com/moondoguproar

mmva's.

2008-06-17T01:57:00.003-04:00

so last night i went to the mmva's and let's just say that shit got crazy. it is true, i am a party warrior although i didn't end up going to any after-parties cause i had to wake up super early for a casting but apparently i had one of my own hahaha. sorry to everyone in my blackberry phonebook! haha but all in all, i had an amazing night minus the crazy thunder and lightning storm. that sucked.

ps. best performance ever.

HAHAHAHA SCARBOROUGH!

amy, is that you?

2008-06-14T20:05:00.003-04:00

i love weekends... although i hardly relax. always working. no matter what. i get bored too easily if i'm not keeping myself busy.

i had my first magazine cover shoot last week... it was with 4 other models and was sex and the city-esq. a lot of fun... at the most expensive restaurant in toronto called sassa fraz. apparently all of the celebrities go there. speaking of celebs, the tmz show is amazing. celebrities are so stupid. i don't understand why they are put on such a high pedestal... i guess cause we are so bored with our own lives we have to resort to living vicariously through others.

next week i have a bunch of shoots and castings... i've been more interested in acting lately... i've done some stuff in the past but nothing too serious. i'm also going to be walking the runway once again in the ohlala fashion show for fashion whore. runway shows are fun... weird but fun.

i went to my fav sushi restaurant the other day for the first time since i left my old job... got vegetarian dragon rolls and miso soup... it was so weird being in that area and reminded me how much i miss everyone i worked with. it's nice working for myself but it gets boring haha.

tonight, i am going to get some mexican food (mmm burrito boyz haha) and just veg out. maybe watch speed racer. i've been so anti-social lately. i guess it's just one of those phases. the one thing i can't seem to comprehend is that i have so many lurkers reading this blog but no comments. what is the deal? people used to be so much more active online... now it seems all there is lately is lurkers. same thing with myspace... so many lurkers but it seems like that hardly anyone interacts anymore. i wonder why...

little dots in space.

2008-06-05T23:04:00.002-04:00

by the boston post.
(hopefully these lyrics are right. forgive me if they aren't.)

i feel like nothing's gonna change
and we will be arranged
like these little dots in space
from the video tapes

and don't think twice
if ever you may need some advice
if ever you may need someone's love
you'll always have me

but i don't know what to think of you
what am i supposed to do
when i don't know what to think of you
of you

i count sheep
but i'm too tired to sleep
i'm in too deep
i've lost a part of me
that i can't see

lost in you
and now i'm lost too
and i'm in bloom
what's a man supposed to do
there's your tune

but i don't know what to think of you
what am i supposed to do
when i don't know what to think of you
of you

but i (don't you know that i) don't know what to think of you
(don't you know that i)
what am i supposed to do
when i (don't you know that i) don't know what to think of you
(don't you know that i)
of you

now
what to think of you
of you
what to think, oh what to think of you

oh but i don't know what to think of you
what am i supposed to do
when i don't know what to think of you
of you

but i (don't you know that i)
(don't you know that i)
but i, oh (don't you know that i)
of you
what do you think i'm gonna do about you

animal cruelty and ignorance.

2008-06-04T01:11:00.008-04:00

my cousin recently commented me on facebook saying this:

What?
Your a member of PETA?
They advocate the murder of millions of sheep. Seriously, if it was up to me I'd label them a terrorist organisation (or at least threaten to)

i would first like to start off by saying that this kind of ignorance reeeeally bothers me. if you knew that i supported activism against animal cruelty, why the fuck would you post this on MY page while knowing that this topic bothers me let alone insult an organization that i may or may not support. anyways, this was my response:

i support the idea that PETA represents and that being activism against animal cruelty. besides, all of that is purely propaganda and has nothing to do with the activists involved.

his response:

Not really.
I'm refering to muelsing. PETA are demanding an immediate ban, and have convinced many fashion outlets to boycot muelsed sheep. Unfortunately, if muelsing was stopped immediately, it would mean the death of millions of sheep through flystrike (maggot infeseted rear-ends). Hence I say that they advocate murdering millions of sheep, because effectively, until new breeds can be bread, stopping muelsing is equivilent to murder.
Personally, I'd boycot the fashion labels that refuse to buy muelsed sheep, if it weren't for the fact I never buy clothes from them anyway.

wait a second... seeing as you'd boycott these fashion labels, does that mean you support mulesing? i don't know which is worse, being this ignorant to what's really going on with these corporations or supporting mulesing which is basically torture?

for those of you who don't know what mulesing is, here is the definition:

Mulesing is the term for the removal of skin and fat from the area around the anus and vagina of sheep. The cut is taken to the muscle and the scar that forms on healing is smooth and tough and resistant to being "fly-blown". The surgery is almost always done by shearers and farm workers without use of anaesthetic. Mulesing of lambs is usually accompanied by de-tailing and castration for males, either with a knife or the application of a ring so tight that it cuts off the blood supply and amputates the organ within some days.

that is disgusting and really fucked up. how can ANYONE support that at all? here is my response to what he said:

i see what you're saying but it's the point of stopping animal cruelty in the first place. i highly doubt a huge organization like PETA without a huge backlash would try to immediately cease mulesing and INTENTIONALLY try to murder millions of sheep. mulesing should not have been an option to begin with. those sheep would be suffering due to the mulesing and i'm sure the appropriate measures to help the sheep who have already been expose to mulesing would also be ensued if not by PETA then by other animal activists. even IF that was the case and PETA was supporting the murder of millions of sheep... if i was in that situation, i know that i would want to die instead of being tortured for the entire span of my life. you have to look at the big picture which is the future of these innocent animals and not just point fingers at PETA because they are apparently "murdering millions of sheep" because they are trying to cease the use of mulesing but instead helping these sheep and putting an end to this sadistic torture purely for fashion.

it really fucking annoys me when people are so close minded and arrogant about something they don't really even know anything about. they don't see what really goes on and just believes the propaganda that they are fed to by the corporations who want this kind of shit to continue. so if you want to be an asshole towards me regarding animal cruelty, go fuck yourself cause i don't want to listen to your ignorant and selfish bullshit. thanks and goodbye.

take that KFC!

2008-06-03T00:51:00.002-04:00

PETA (people for ethical treatment of animals) just announced that KFC Canada has finally given in to their demands and that being:

- Phase in purchases of 100 percent of its chickens from suppliers that use controlled-atmosphere killing (CAK)—the least cruel form of poultry slaughter ever developed. KFC Canada is the first major restaurant chain to commit to phasing in the exclusive purchasing of chicken meat from CAK slaughterhouses.
- Add a vegan faux-chicken item to the menu of all 461 Priszm-owned KFC restaurants (more than half of all the KFCs in Canada).
- Improve its animal welfare audit criteria to reduce the number of broken bones and other injuries suffered by birds.
- Urge its suppliers to adopt better practices, including improved lighting, lower stocking density and ammonia levels, and a phaseout of growth-promoting drugs and breeding practices that painfully cripple chickens.
- Form an animal welfare advisory panel to monitor the changes and recommend further advancements.

you can read more about it here:

http://getactive.peta.org/campaign/p2_canada_kfc_victory?c=918

this news is unbelievable. i am so stoked that a huge company like KFC is doing this. hopefully this will shed some light on other fast food companies and they will too try to make changes within their practices. like i understand if you chose to eat meat but it doesn't have to be done in such a fucked up and sadistic manner like scalding and slitting the throats of helpess creatures. seriously, there's so much more to your wonderful chicken burger or your steak aka dead animal carcass than you think. open your eyes people. its time for us to stop being so fucking selfish and pay attention to the affect you are causing on others just for your three minutes of "glorified" gluttony. three minutes for a innocent being's life. is it really worth it?

imago show and tour review.

2008-05-31T20:40:00.010-04:00

ahhh sorry for the lack of updates... been super busy as of late! so the imago show went awesomely. i walked in the show 3 times and also sat in this crazy shadow display box thing... i felt awkward but it was fun. the show was great and my killer candy debut was awesome. it got a great response and felt so accomplished afterwards. oh, and circa is still the best club ever. here are some pics:

gettin' my hurr did.

creeper.

jessika and i getting all crazy. rockett what.

j*star reppin'.

killer candy reppin'.

more killer candy.

the day after the show, i flew straight to chicago for the honda civic tour. i was on the tour for about 4 days and had a blast. everyone was super nice ...i developed some great friendships, helped with production and even guitar teched a bit haha. here are pics from tour but my camera wasn't charged so i only got blackberry pics unfortunatley:

some of panic's set. hand painted. so rad.

chicago.

stay tuned kiddies. :)

imago show and tour!

2008-05-21T12:44:00.001-04:00

so tomorrow is the imago show in toronto where i will be walking the runway and debuting my fashion so i want it to be the best fashion show of all time so in order to do that, i need your help. please help promote the show by telling your friends and telling their friends and so on. i want to see everyone and i mean EVERYONE there. believe me, this is a show you do not want to miss!

post this flyer everywhere too:

http://www.imagozine.com/imago-show-web.jpg

i will also be going on tour for a couple of dates with the honda civic tour (panic at the disco, motion city soundtrack, the hush sound and phantom planet). here are the dates i will be at:

05-23-2008 Chicago, IL @ Congress Theatre
05-24-2008 Chicago, IL @ Congress Theatre
05-25-2008 Milwaukee, WI @ Eagles Ballroom

i might be back on the tour near the end of it as well so say hi if you see meee!

xo

hahahahahahaha

2008-05-17T19:00:00.004-04:00

this is the funniest shit i've seen in a while:

part 1:

part 2:

speaking of panic at the disco, i seen them for a couple of days in toronto along with phantom planet, the hush sound and motion city soundtrack. alas, it was awesome and i partied like it was 1999. i'm going out on tour with them for a couple of dates next weekend so say hi if you see me!

okay i believe you, but my tommy gun don't.

2008-05-13T19:03:00.002-04:00

by brand new.

I'm heaven sent,
don't you dare forget
I am all you've ever wanted,
what all the other boys all promised
Sorry I told
I just needed you to know

I think in decimals and dollars
I am the cause to all your problems
Shelter from cold
We are never alone
Coordinate brain and mouth
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out
I wish I knew

I hope this songs starts a craze,
the kind of song that ignites the airways
The kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are
with who ever they're there with
This is war
Every line is about who I don't write about anymore
Hope you come down with something they can't diagnose,
don't have the cure for
Holding on to your grudge
Oh it's so hard to have someone to love
Keeping quiet is hard
'Cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start
At least pretend you didn't wanna get caught

We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now throwing the fight
I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe in us

Oh we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial
We are entirely smooth
We fit to the truth
We are the best at what we do
And these are the words you wish you wrote down
This is the way you wish your voice sounds,
handsome and smart
Oh, my tongue's the only muscle on my body that works harder than my heart
And it's all from watching TV
and from speeding up my breathing
Wouldn't stop if I could
Oh it hurts to be this good
You're holding on to your grudge
Oh it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love
Oh so let it go

We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now throwing the fight
I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe in us

We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now throwing the fight
I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe in us

This is the craze only we can bestow
This is the price you pay for loss of control
This is the break in the ground
This is the closest of calls
This is the reason you're alone, this is the reason you fall!

We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now throwing the fight
I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe...

We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now throwing the fight
I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe in us

comecomecome!

2008-05-12T14:31:00.003-04:00

come see me walk the runway and debut my killer candy fashion line!

REDLINE PRINCESS!!!

2008-05-10T19:42:00.002-04:00

http://matthewlush.uber.com/blogs/Tara_Mason_your_chariot_awaits.html

HAHAHA I LOVE YOU MATTHEW!!!!!!!!!!!! this was made for meeeee!!! hahahaha :)

today i feel...

2008-05-06T19:46:00.004-04:00

mellow. that's pretty much the only word to describe my current mood. songs with acoustic guitars and strong choruses. so many things are running through my head. unsure what to think or feel. unsure of what comes next. always over analyzing. the future is so unpredictable and the past is forgettable but for now i am living in the moment.

isn't it strange how one song can change your mood and pretty much change your entire day? oh music, how amazing you are.

ps.

the best damn thing.

2008-05-05T20:47:00.005-04:00

by avril lavigne.

just had to point out these incredible lyrics. the rest of the song kind of makes me cringe and same with the video but this part is amazing:

I found my hopes, I found my dreams
My Cinderella story scene
Now everybody's gonna see

That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not, even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same
And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble, I'm a hell of a scandal
Me, I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

so avril, you're pretty awesome in my books... butttt just get rid of the weird cheerleader thing and the rapping cause it's kinda lame. you can do better. i believe in you hahaha :)

by the way...

2008-05-03T14:43:00.003-04:00

i dyed my hair black. pink hair is so last week.

this pic will have to do until i get a better one.

ps. i love coca-cola. :) <3

the best thing.

2008-05-02T14:06:00.006-04:00

i am so stoked for the future right now. yesterday i had my first studio session and it went so amazingly. i can't wait to show you all the music i'm making. it's going to take over the world. i promise. just wait and see.

other than that, everything in my life seems to be going perfectly. working hard on killer candy for the imago show as usual and enjoying life. so basically i love my friends, i love my family, i love my life and on that note, i shall leave you with this:

the best thing by relient k.

It's been a year
Filled with problems
But now you're here
Almost as if to solve them
And I can't live in a world without you now

All my life
I've been searching for you
How did I survive
In this world before you
Cause I don't wanna live another day without you now

This is the best thing
The best thing that could be happening
And I think you would agree
The best thing is that it's
Happening to you and me

All I'm gonna have
Is all that you can give me
And I'll give right back
Everything I have in me
Cause nothing ever felt as right
As this does right now

I'll go back to before we met
Try and erase the past
Try harder to forget cause
Nothing will ever be as good as here and now

Cause when I looked into your eyes
And you dared to stare right back
You should've said "Nice to meet you, I'm your other half"

And this is the best thing
The best thing that could be happening
And I think you would agree
The best thing is that it's happening
This is the best thing (the best thing)
The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)
And I think you would agree (whoooaaa whooaa)
The best thing is that it's
Happening to you and me

Always knew
I'd find someone
I never dreamt
It'd be like this
You've surpassed
All that I've hoped for (and ever wished)
And I'm tryin'
So hard
With all my heart and mind
To make your life
As good as you've made mine

This is the best thing (the best thing)
The best thing that could be happening (the best thing)
And I think you would agree (whooaaa)
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me

The best thing is that it's happening to you and me
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me

(The best thing) The best thing that could be happening
(The best thing) I think you would agree
The best thing is that it's happening to you and me

imago magazine.

2008-04-27T18:38:00.013-04:00

yesterday i shot tons of stuff for imago magazine. i had a lot of fun and the crew was amazing. ashlee came with me and helped out a lot on set. she f-n rulez. oh and make sure you pick up the new issue when it comes out. they just got a international distribution deal so you can pick it up at pretty much any magazine/book store. i will be in it a lot too so i'm pretty stoked about that. don't forget to buy tickets to the imago fashion show. it's gonna be insane. www.imagozine.com

after the shoot, ashlee and i went to see the artist life and polar bear club at sneaky dee's. ran into some people i haven't seen in a while and also had the most awkward encounter with my ex that i haven't seen since BEFORE we broke up (yup, didn't even break up face to face... it was over email hahaha sad). the encounter was seriously the definition of awkward. it was amazing and made me realize how glad i am that things turned out the way they did.

here are some pictures from the glam photobooth at [FAT}. photography by the amazing zaiden.

i don't want to be.

2008-04-27T18:33:00.005-04:00

by gavin degraw. not really a fan but the lyrics are so relevant.

I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned

Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situation-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody

with me.

2008-04-25T18:23:00.003-04:00

by sum 41. such a cute song but the video confuses me.

<3

let it be.

2008-04-21T16:06:00.001-04:00

i did a quiz to find out which beatles song describes my life right now and got:

Let it Be
You are an extremely optimistic individual and you are strong and content no matter what difficulties lie ahead of you. You know that you have no control over certain things in life and therefore you just do what you can and let the rest be. People enjoy being around you since you are so relaxed and easygoing. You put your faith in some higher power-whether that be God, the universe, or just your own unfailing spirit. Patience and courage are two qualities you are never without.

so true.

who wants to be my prom date?

2008-04-19T15:56:00.006-04:00

ps. yesterday i saw:

and as i expected, it was amazing. he wore his sweet shades and awesome 80s jacket. i love kavinsky haha.

IMAGO ZINE FASHION SHOW!

2008-04-15T19:00:00.001-04:00

hello friends, i am modeling and debuting my couture line at the imago zine fashion show. if you want to come check it out, discount tickets are on sale right now until friday. you can buy them at www.imagozine.com

love cliché by belinda visag.

2008-04-14T21:41:00.000-04:00

you can check out belinda's work and blog here:

http://love-cliche.blogspot.com/

[FAT] review.

2008-04-14T02:33:00.010-04:00

alright so as you all know, i was in alternative fashion week aka [FAT] on thursday and friday. it was such an amazing experience. i met so many great people and had an a great time. my fav designer of the two days that i was there is a designer i happened to model for and the line is called love cliche by belinda visag. belinda's line is extremely amazing, colorful and she even adds her own hand-painted artwork to the clothing. every item she does is a piece of art in more than one way and that's why i love it. this is the item i modeled for her. this one in particular did not have her artwork on it but luckily she hooked me up with a shirt after the show. the back of this dress was amazing. i wish i got a pic of it:

this is belinda and i on the last night:

my fav show of the two days i attended was by two amazing designers by the name of asphyxia and magdelina. their show stood out as the models were made to look like they were dead and twitched while they walked. it was very entertaining and such a rad concept. here is a picture and video of the last model who did the creepiest walk i have ever seen:

here are some more pictures from the last day:

so as i said, alternative fashion week was an amazing experience and hopefully next year i will have my own line in it. watch out kids. ;)

alternative fashion week!

2008-04-06T22:01:00.007-04:00

everyone come see me walk in the alternative fashion week runway show on thursday april 10th and friday april 11th in toronto at the distillery district!! i will be modeling for dilly daisy, love cliché by belinda visag and vicerra. tickets are 15$ in advance and 20$ at the door. for more info check out www.alternativefashionweek.com

attention designers!

2008-04-05T22:59:00.006-04:00

imago mag is having a fashion show may 22nd and is currently looking for pieces to be in the show. email me asap for details if you are interested. tara@killer-candy.com

i'm doing a shoot with imago on friday and they are giving me a rider. my friend justin and i decided to make it kiddie pool made out of sugar cookie filled with only vegan white gummy bears. hahahaha best rider ever.

going crazy.

2008-03-26T15:29:00.003-04:00

it's true. i am working too many things right now so i am pretty much going crazy. asjdkhfaslkjhfalksjdfh!!!! taking over the world is fun but stressful. haha.

last friday i went to the kid robot fashion show and project munny canada unveiling aaand simian mobile disco also played. it was so rad. i love kid robot.

on saturday, i went to see lost cause. it was super fun, i partied harder than ever hahaha rage! everyone check them out! www.myspace.com/lostcauserock

tomorrow i leave for california again. i can't wait. california is my fav place in the world. the first couple of days i'm staying in huntington beach. going to a wedding in newport beach on a boat apparently. so stoked haha. i'm going to disneyland again too so watch out for pictures hahaha. the rest of my trip, i'll be in north and west hollywood doing photoshoots and meetings then of course irvine for bamboozle left. it should be a fun time so make sure to check back for tons of updates.

ps. most dudes are shitty... but i met one that might just be good. we'll see. :)

this kid is my hero.

2008-03-15T02:28:00.000-04:00

this video is fucking amazing.

2008-03-14T02:48:00.001-04:00

gilmore girls.

2008-03-13T01:07:00.002-04:00

so lately i've been super into gilmore girls. my friend katie got me into it. there's so many hot boys in it like chad michael murray, jared padalecki and my fav... milo ventimiglia aaaand there's random actors in it from heroes and veronica mars aka my fav shows ever. i'm living my life vicariously through this show hahaha. anyways, here's my fav scene so far:

los angeles. the future. workworkwork.

2008-03-09T16:31:00.004-04:00

hey lovers and lurkers,

so i'm taking a break from designing stuff to fill you in on my life.

on thursday i got back from los angeles. i had a super rad time. the first couple of days, i hung out and raged with the trashy crue... and what can i say? they are gator wild. probably the gatorist of the gators. its pretty intense. it consisted of lots of clothes everywhere, dominos, sonny randomly visiting and crushing chips, breaking the heater, not sleeping, zui yelling at the hotels employees for being ridiculously loud at a very early time in the morning, starbucks, shopping, in-n-out, stickam takeover, shopping, always lurking for jim and joe, shopping, photoshoots, lucky devil, running into friends from toronto randomly on hollywood blvd, lax, getting wild, raging on hollywood blvd, being saucey, life changing cab rides, swingers, awkwardness, motley crue out of a jukebox, picking up the cute server then losing his number, snakebites, hotel raging, lots of starbucks, shopping, chipotle, shoppingshoppingshopping, shoots, balloons everywhere, smashing a rental car's window, buzznet meeting, food, stickam shooting and then zui and lana left to go back to dc.

after they left, i cried and then i partied like a rockstar in my hotel room that was conveniently located on the same street i stayed on previously a couple of times so i had already been familiar with that area and even more conveniently it was right across the street from adam and tony's without even knowing when zui and lana decided to stay at that hotel. it was so random hahaha... the next couple of days by myself consisted of: sharks mexican food, starbucks, lurking around hollywood, pinkberry, star house tour, buying too many dvds, indian food, sleeping finally, starbucks again (yes i am addicted), lucky devils with bree and jenn, tour of the buzznet office, going back to my hotel and watching gilmore girls (i'm addicted to that show now too. so many hot boys in it... milo ventimiglia, jared padalecki, adam brody... mmm haha), in-n-out, my live show on stickam with adam and tony, mexican food, randomly stopping by matt lush aka my boyfriend's apartment, bananas, stickam, yeaya shirt dress, watching across the universe for the billionth time and it never getting old, tony stockert's betsey johnson luggage, tony=dexter, vegan food with matthew and tony, hunting down red line, drinking too much red line and planning world dominaton, crashing tony's live session, making our own live session, matthew's isupport live show, going everywhere to find food, then i had to leave for the airport.

that was basically my trip. all in all i had a rad time and i can't wait until i move there. hopefully it will be sometime in april... i'm just waiting on all of the legalities because apparently it's really hard to get a visa in the u.s. if you're canadian. stupid immigration laws.

now that i am home, hiding from the worst snow storm so far this year. my life is now surrounded by working on the new killer candy designs, some collaboration designs, lots of meetings, working on music/acting, planning my future and taking over the world as always.

i'm going through a weird transition in my life right now but everything happens for a reason and i have a feeling that good things will come of it.

ps. i'll be at bamboozle left, coachella and bamboozle in new jersey. say hi if you see me!

ladies and gentlemen.

2008-03-08T16:06:00.001-05:00

we are floating in space - by spiritualized.

All I want in life's a little bit of love
To take the pain away
Getting strong today
A giant step each day
Wise men say
Only fools rush in
Only fools rush in
But I, I can't help
I can't help falling
Falling in love with you

I will love you till I die
And I will love you all the time
So please put your sweet hand in mine
And float in space and drift in time

All my time until I die,
Well float in space just you and i
And I will love you till I die
And I will love you all the time
So please put your sweet hand in mine
Well float in space just you and i

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I cant help
Falling in love with you

top of the world.

2008-02-21T11:05:00.003-05:00

by the all-american rejects.

Is there anybody out there
That wakes up with a bitter taste?
It's a king that we put up there
And he's a short way to fall from grace
It's slowly filling upward.
You can stand but you have no ground.
I hear it from the lost words.
They say it's time that you lost your crown.

Don't be so greedy.
A dollar's a penny to you
When hearts are beating
Say what you want 'em to do.
Wasting away... I see you.
When the top of the world falls on you
Finding a day, don't wanna be you
When the top of the world falls on you

Is there anybody out there?
That can see what a man can change?
It's better that you don't care
Because he knows that he's in his state
I feel the paranoia.
When there's a time, put you in your place
In the eyes of those who watch ya
Well they can wait 'til you hit your face

Don't be so greedy.
A dollar's a penny to you
When hearts are beating
Say what you want 'em to do.
Wasting away... I see you.
When the top of the world falls on you
Finally a day, don't wanna be you.
When the top of the world falls on you

Paint yourself a picture
When you waste another picture
And you win, and you win, and you win
Paint yourself a picture
And then you break another picture
And you win, and you win, and you win
And you win, yeah you win, and you win

Don't be so greedy
A dollar's a penny to you
When hearts stop beating
Say what you want 'em to do
Wasting away... I see you
When the top of the world falls on you
Finding a day, don't wanna be you
When the top of the world falls on you

Wasting away... I see you
When the top of the world falls on you
Finding a day, don't wanna be you
When the top of the world falls on you

the process.

2008-02-12T20:01:00.000-05:00

by my american heart.

You've got this process figured out.
(You've got this process figured out.)
You've lost the love for yourself now.
Just know that I'm telling you to watch your back
and hold your breath cause
Denial never spoke so loud, so loud.

Take all my self worth away (take all my self worth away).
Just cold with no love in my veins (in my veins)
So show me how to feel nothing.
Show me how to feel saved.
And I promise I will do the same, do the same.

You've got no self control, no meaning in your makeup.
You are the reason for the broken hearts you've made up.
You've got this process figured out.
You're not so picture perfect,
You're not so picture perfect,
You're not so picture perfect now.

Take all my self worth away (take all my self worth away).
Just cold with no love in my veins (in my veins)
So show me how to feel nothing.
Show me how to feel saved.
And I promise I will do the same, do the same.

You've got this
This process
So figured out

Take all my self worth away.
Just cold with no love in my veins (in my veins)
So show me how to feel nothing.
Show me how to feel saved.
And I promise I will do the same, do the same.

cutest boy ever.

2008-02-08T13:09:00.000-05:00

jim sturgess.
he plays jude in across the universe.
i want a boy like jude.
especially here:

and here:

hey jude.

2008-02-06T17:54:00.001-05:00

by the beatles.

Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And any time you feel the pain, Hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder

Hey Jude don't let me down
You have found her now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

So let it out and let it in
Hey Jude begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you
Hey Jude you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder

Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you'll begin to make it better

time for change.

2008-02-04T14:35:00.000-05:00

combined forces will eliminate the unintelligent brainwashing preteniousness and the kind hearted will emerge from the ashes made up of constant lies and false imagery that has surrounded us. this may sound vague but deep down, you know what i'm talking about. the revolution has begun. stay tuned.

the future.

2008-01-26T18:51:00.000-05:00

my mom just sent this to me. it's fucking crazy shit so i decided to share.

You will not be able to know what's ahead of you, until you have seen
a t least 4 pictures and read the explanation of what they are, our
future is here, incredible!! what an age we live in.

Amazing technology from Japan. . .

Look closely and guess what they could be...

Are they pens with cameras?

Any wild guesses? No clue yet?

Ladies and gentlemen...congratulations! You've just looked into the future...yep that's right!

You've just seen something that will replace your PC in the near future.

Here is how it works:

In the revolution of miniature e computers, scientists have made great developments with blue tooth technology...

This is the forthcoming computers you can carry within your pockets.

This "pen sort of instrument" produces both the monitor as well as the keyboard on any flat surfaces from where you can carry out functions you would normally do on your desktop computer.

Can anyone say, "Good-bye laptops!"

Looks like our computers are out of date... again!!!

fav videos from some of my fav bands.

2008-01-25T14:21:00.000-05:00

i'll probably edit this one a lot. :)

special by mew.

comforting sounds by mew.

pda by interpol.

there there by radiohead.

new noise by refused.

at your funeral by saves the day.

its dangerous business walking out your front door by underoath.

in regards to myself by underoath.

across the universe by fiona apple.

rest in peace heath ledger.

2008-01-24T11:43:00.000-05:00

so on the last killscene live, i was promoting my friends new tattoo shop called pick your poison and we decided to get tattooed on the show. fans got to pick what we got... here is the final product:

here are clips from the show:

i'm crazy. i know.

hahaha i love this.

2008-01-20T13:48:00.000-05:00

oh adam. <3

a boy brushed red... living in black and white.

2008-01-15T10:04:00.000-05:00

by underoath.

Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
It's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you

Here is where we both go wrong
Tonight's your last chance to
Do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
Here is where we both go wrong
So sign me up
And toss this key
'Cause for now we're
Living in this moment
And we both ignore the truth
Its all over
Its all over

I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes

Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead and its way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but its all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes

Well look who's dying now
Slit wrists sleeping with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesn't matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
Never mattered anyway

In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes

Don't shake, I hate to see you tremble
Trembling you've lost your touch
Haven't you, I'm so addicted

bang bang boom.

2008-01-10T17:15:00.000-05:00

so i'm super into these cover videos fans do. they are pretty much the funniest things ever. this is by far the best one ever:

random blackberry pictures.

2008-01-10T10:54:00.000-05:00

otis b. driftwood or chris haslam? you decide.

jess origliasso doll on sale now.

stickammmmm.

ruling at guitar hero.

anth sucks.

everyone loves cock.

tucker is trippin balls.

my sweet fracture.

2008-01-07T12:47:00.000-05:00

by saves the day.

Could you tell me the next time that you're choking?
'Cause I'll rush right over to shove some dirt right down your throat
It's nothing I have against you
You're just a creep and you can't remember the last five years
What's a bond if it dissolves in water?
I took a piss that lasted longer than you and your manipulations
I called my mom last night
She said, "Sweetie, you don't need someone who's more fleeting than fall"
'Cause don't you love those leaves?
Don't you wish the orange stayed forever
And crickets sang in the night all through winter?"
And I thought, slow down, Chris
Think of all the time this jerk has fucked you up and left you down
And hey, I choose my company by the beating of their hearts
Not the swelling of their heads
Besides, I'd rather forget the days we spent
Than try to stay afloat in shallow water.

scotch mist.

2008-01-01T18:54:00.000-05:00

i fucking love this band.

that's how people grow up.

2007-12-28T12:58:00.001-05:00

by morrissey.

I was wasting my time
Trying to fall in love
Disappointment came to me and
Booted me and bruised and hurt me

But that's how people grow up
That's how people grow up

I was wasting my time
Looking for love
Someone must look at me and
See their sunlit dream
I was wasting my time
Praying for love
For a love that never comes
From someone who does not exist

And that's how people grow up
That's how people grow up

Let me live
Before I die
No not me
Not I

I was wasting my life
Always thinking about myself
Someone on their deathbed said
There are other sorrows too

I was driving my car
I crashed and broke my spine
So yes there are things worse in life than
Never being someone's sweetie

That's how people grow up
That's how people grow up

That's how people grow up
That's how people grow up

As for me I'm okay
For now anyway

xmas party!

2007-12-21T13:17:00.000-05:00

all in all it was a fun night. it was on the cn tower which is the highest free standing building in the world. there was a dinner, a comedian, a fortune teller and random marilyn monroe and elvis impersonators which were really bad. rob and i danced like crazy and even went on the glass floor. scariest thing ever. anyways, here are the pictures... apparently i hardly took any with anyone. haha i suck.

my good side. i seem to always pose with this side of my face. haha.

they took one of these with everyone. it was like prom all over again.

miss alyshaaaa.

santa gave me a present... two vincent black shadow shirts and a cd... awesome... maybe i'll re-gift it. haha.

waiting to get my bullshit fortune told.

standing on the glass floor. i think i peed my pants a little.

lying down 1122 ft above ground.

after the party, my husband chace crawford came to pick me up.

and that's it. now i can't wait for christmas! happy holidays everyone! :)

bodog music's xmas party.

2007-12-19T12:32:00.000-05:00

my works staff xmas party is tonight on the cn tower. i'm so stoked. things might get a little crazy tonight.

i love batman.

2007-12-14T11:56:00.000-05:00

so fucking stoked!!!!!!!!!!

tonight!

2007-12-13T15:38:00.000-05:00

photoshoot!

2007-12-11T18:27:00.000-05:00

i did a photoshoot for toria today. it was fun. here are some pics.

bubble tease.

2007-12-09T19:17:00.000-05:00

my little step bro and i got bubble tease today cause we like balllllzzzzzzz. that one's for you robbie hahaha. :)

daft punk.

2007-12-07T17:39:00.000-05:00

this album is fucking amazing.

ink blot test.

2007-12-07T15:50:00.000-05:00

i just did a free one online (http://uk.tickle.com/test/inkblot.html) and this is what i got:

Your Unconscious Mind Is Most Driven by Love.

Your instinct to love and be loved is rooted very deeply in your subconscious and affects most of the decisions you make in life – whether you are aware of it or not. You inspire people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. You also value your personal relationships more than most people.

Your unique capacity to love may be greater than those around you, which means you may have more to give in relationships than your friends or romantic partners do.

christmas list.

2007-12-07T12:25:00.001-05:00

so a lot of people have been asking me what i want for christmas. sure, i like presents just like anyone else, but what i really want for christmas is for this world to be a better place as cliche as that sounds. so instead of buying me presents, i would like you to donate to your favorite charity.

here is a list of my favorite charities. if we stop procrastinating and actually take the initiative to help, together we can make a difference. we are the ones we have been waiting for.

skate4cancer: http://www.skate4cancer.com
buy skate4cancer merch: http://www.evelmerch.com/skate4cancer/

peta: http://www.peta.org/

wwf: http://www.wwf.org/

to write love on her arms: http://www.twloha.com/

invisible children: http://www.invisiblechildren.com/

canadian breast cancer foundation: http://www.cbcf.org/

sick kids foundation: http://sickkidsfoundation.com/

war child: http://www.warchild.ca/

world vision: http://www.worldvision.ca/

thanks and happy holidays everyone!

xo tara mason

straitjacket feeling.

2007-12-05T21:06:00.000-05:00

by the all-american rejects.

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
So maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be,
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
To take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me

But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remain
And just the thought of you I fear
Grip falls away

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me

But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

love will tear us apart.

2007-12-03T19:29:00.000-05:00

by joy divison.

When the routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
But emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways,
Taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again

Why is the bedroom so cold
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
Our respect run so dry?
Yet theres still this appeal
That we've kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again

Do you cry out in your sleep
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just can't function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart again

new tattoo so far.

2007-12-02T18:05:00.000-05:00

here it is! it was just over a 4 hour session and it's only half done. it looks so amazing but hurts like hell right now. i can't wait to see it finished!!! :)

circa rules.

2007-12-01T23:15:00.000-05:00

here are some pics from my night. it was seriously the best club ever. i felt like i was in the future. there were models in random display windows and one was making cakes! in one hallway, there were these crazy tv like things that you can see yourself in and it has a crazy image filter one each one. every room was a totally different atmosphere and it was like a different artist designed each one. the kid robot room was the best. you can buy toys at the bar!! so rad. circa is totally my new fav place and i'm definitely going again next friday. more non-blackberry pictures coming soon!!!

ps. i got tattooed today. i got flowers and vines on my lower stomach to go with my stars. it's not finished yet, I have one more session to go but it looks amazing. k it's my bedtime. night lurkers! :)

my weekend.

2007-11-29T12:11:00.000-05:00

today:

tomorrow:

saturday:

sunday:

hahahaha yessss. stoked.

mmm.

2007-11-28T12:47:00.000-05:00

yesterday rob and i went on a journey to see my new tattoo and we went to our fav burger place ever. best veggie burger of all time. hands down. i also discovered that yogen fruz has the same toppings as pinkberry in california so i can have a temporary fix before i go back... or perhaps move there in march?? ;)

cbc museum.

2007-11-26T18:04:00.000-05:00

so today for lunch, rob and i went to the cbc museum. it's for the broadcasting station and it had a lot of props from shows i watched growing up. it was a blast from the past and mr. dressup still rules, i don't care what any of you say. haha.

snow.

2007-11-25T22:51:00.000-05:00

this is what it looks like in toronto right now. my blackberry camera is so amazing and reminds me how much sidekicks suck. everyone get a blackberry!!!

buried myself alive.

2007-11-20T19:50:00.000-05:00

by the used.

you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time i'm not going to watch myself die

i think i made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
i buried myself alive on the inside
so i could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time

i guess it's okay i puked the day away
i guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask

i think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that i had my own time
i took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
i caught an early flight and i made it home

i guess it's okay i puked the day away
i guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that

with my foot on your neck
i finally have you
right where i want you
right where i want you
right where i want you
right where i want you

i guess it's okay i puked the day away
i guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that

we're so beyond this.

2007-11-19T18:41:00.000-05:00

by the reason ft. sara quin of tegan and sara. this song is too fucking good.

the boy who blocked his own shot.

2007-11-13T16:24:00.001-05:00

by brand new.

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you are.
I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start acting my age.
I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold.
A heart that's harder than stone.
And it hurts to hold on, but it's missed when it's gone.

Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
Only hoping as time goes, you can forget.

If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state.
You can keep to yourself.
I'll keep out of your way.
And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out.
It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds.
So call it quits or get a grip.
You say you wanted a solution.
You just wanted to be missed.

Call me a safe bet.
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget...
So you can forget
You can forget

You are calm and reposed.
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones.
Spring keeps you ever close.
You are second hand smoke.
You are so fragile and thin.
Standing trial for your sins.
Holding onto yourself the best you can.
You are the smell before rain.
You are the blood in my veins.

Call me a safe bet.
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.

either way.

2007-11-08T12:58:00.000-05:00

by wilco.

Maybe the sun will shine today
The clouds will blow away
Maybe I won’t feel so afraid
I will try to understand
Either way

Maybe you still love me
Maybe you don’t
Either you will or you won’t
Maybe you just need some time alone

I will try to understand
Everything has its plan
Either way
I’m gonna stay
Right for you

Maybe the sun will shine today
The clouds will roll away
Maybe I won’t be so afraid
I will understand everything has its plan
Either way

alive 2007.

2007-11-01T12:23:00.001-04:00

here's daft punk's new video for their new live album entitled alive 2007. i got to see this show live in toronto and it was definitely the best show i have ever seen. every person there was dancing and having an amazing time just like in this video. so good.

which to bury; us to the hatchet.

2007-10-26T13:12:00.000-04:00

by relient k.

I think you know what I'm getting at
I find it so upsetting that
The memories that you select
You keep the bad but the good you just forget

And even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
When you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happened
And all this time I never thought
That all we had would be all for not

No, I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Cause you took this too far, too far

Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
Go with your instincts along with some bad advice
This didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
You blame me but some of this is still your fault

I tried to move you
But you just wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand
But you'd rather hold your grudge
I think you know what I'm getting at
You said goodbye and I just don't want you regretting that

No, I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you

And wisdom always chooses
The black eyes and these bruises
Over the heartache that they say
Never completely goes away
(I just can't believe this happened
And one day we'll see this come around)
And wisdom always chooses
The black eyes and these bruises
Over the heartache that they say
Never completely goes away

No, I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Cause you took this too far

What happened to us
I heard that its me we should blame
What happened to us
Why didn't you stop me from turning out this way
And know that I don't hate you
And know that I don't want to fight you
And know that I'll always love you
But right now I just don't...

fake david blaine. street magic.

2007-10-23T20:01:00.000-04:00

the funniest thing of all time ever.

and the sequel.

STOKED.

2007-10-22T19:28:00.000-04:00

old greg is my hero.

2007-10-18T10:48:00.000-04:00